Brutally Beautiful

Every time you get on my case//

I want to put a bullet in your fucking face//

I want to ut you in your fucking place//

With a can of mace//

I just screwed up my fucking ace//

And im thinking of giving some schoolchildren a taste//

Of some poisionous glue paste//

I have just been erased//

And now theres no way to sate//

My insanity and lust for some blood taste//

I know my fate//

A life of your rape//

This Blog is basicly about Ryan Martnie from mudvayne if he were a sorceror serial rapist/serial killer//

Which he is//I hear him in my head, its like telekinesis//he tries to kill me coming up with some of the most horrific psychological and emotional tortures that can be endured//i think//one of them is my “nubile young breast”//he uses his magic to superimpose small young girls breast over mine, making my breast//especially my nipples//extremly sensitive//concurently//this makes me not just uncomfortable//but also drains me emotionally on the level where im not attractive to him//he said i was too old//which is ridiculous because im only twenty four but he got so in my head he convinced me of it and when i look at pictures of my younger thinner self i feel advanced in age anyway//he does this to my vagina too while raping me making me feel as if im unnatractive and he “isnt paying attention to me”//THEY//the other members of this serial killing cult put a drug i used to do on my private places to degrade me and its also very uncomfortable//im either being came on too in by a pig or told im not good and attractive enough for men i wouldnt be caught dead with anyway//

The guy on the IM or chat who gets a 14 year old girl to meet him at the pier– he’s a “regressed pedophile.”  He would have liked her to have been a 25 year old NFL cheerleader; but, let’s face it, a 25 year old NFL cheerleader would sooner swallow her own eye than hook up with this freak, and he knows it.  So he bypasses her (“they’re all sluts”) and cons a 14 year old.  It’s no surprise that  75% of heterosexual pedophiles described their offenses as “compensation.”

//I think this described ryan martinies plundering of young virgin girls//http://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2007/03/a_primer_on_pedophilia.html

Kittie are also serial killers. This song is about their serial killing cult and raping girls//

Daughters Down

Ryan Martinie is a serial killer//I have someone talking through me through books and written material//Here are sentences from post on lust killers on wikipedia that indicate Ryan Martinie is a serial killer//

//The lack of self-esteem lead the individual to isolate from society and the ability to form attachment with others//(Two R’s indicare Ryan)

//From this stage, the individual will daydreaming and fantasy become a stand-in for the social relationships that maladjusted individual is incapable of forming.^[4] //(Four R’s indicate Martinie, the number four stands for creativity)

//http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lust_serial_killers

Id tell of my horrific and painstaking live. I live with voices that hound me every minute of the day. They call me a whore, spit shit and piss on me. They tell me Im a skank, Im not beautiful. They call me a whore…Ive actually been one so this is very detrimental to me. They rape me constantly and then tell me Im a stupid whore.